So I guess it has to start with unprotected sex.
This is a first.
The shock of what may or may not come is jarring. The what if’s are not only what if’s anymore. There are things set in motion by this one act that if successful will be life altering.
Preventing pregnancy has never been an issue, it has always been easy. Maybe I’m just a control freak but it’s always been a priority. How could it not be? Now, this abandonment of prevention has focused my control on mapping out ovulation and whatnot. The thing is, I really have no control over what may or may not happen here. Who knows, I may never be able to conceive but you never know until you try.
Well, today, the trying starts and good, bad, ugly, sad, here is where we will document our journey.